My Birthday a.k.a Dinner♡♡

TQ papa for dinner and cakes.. really2 appreciated it..~ da lama xmkn cake.. heee  :))

TQ jugak kt cikzie(papa's wife) coz belikan cake untuk aku.. :)) tq both of u.. n dinner td sgt2 sedap.. da lama xmkan sekali ngn papa kan.. happy tgk mama n papa dpt borak sama2, mkn sama2, bercerita, even diorng dah divorced.. n mama pun ok dgn papa's wife.. im happy for yaa..  hope we can be one big happy family.. :) i really2 miss a happy family like bfore.. xpelah xnak story byk2, nti sedihh.. hahaha.. yg penting aku dikelilingi dgn org2 yg menyayangi aku.. terutama sekali sayang aku.. ~

Syed Shukran Sy. Muhammad... he's the one yg selalu wat aku gelak, ketawa, sedih.. n smua dia laa.. aku akui aku kurang kasih sayang from papa, tp bila dia tiba dlm hidup aku, its just like everything completed.. i knew nobodys was perfect and im never ever blamed my daddy for what he had done to my mom.. everybody makes mistakes right.. everything happened da ditentukan Tuhan.. aku terima seadanya.. Tq sayang for this 6years.. I Love U so muchh.. U completed mylife.. ;) without u maybe im not strong enough.. i can feel how lucky am i to have u sayang.. 

wah 2am already.. maw tdur dlu yaa.. nyte smua.. ;) mimpi indah.. 

Emm~

Bru td dapat call from Thaj Travel for interview.. but i cant make it since i was in Trganu.. :(

its ok then coz S ckap doesnt matter coz byk lgi travel agency yg still available.. kwn2 dia yg keja travel pun rmai.. nk keja bila2 masa pun bole.. actually mmg laa aku nk sgt keja tp bila pkir blik btul gk apa S ckap.. xpayah nak rushing sgt.. lgpun result pun lom kuar agi.. so enjoy laa dlu.. mama pun bg pendapat yg sama.. mama ckp xyah lagilaa sbb mama boleh bg makan lgi.. ofcoz la ma, tp other things?? makan xyah ckaplaa.. hahaha.. demand lak.. tp its oklaa.. just rest2 dlu kt umah.. lgpun xsmpai sebulan agi duk umah.. xpuas nak manja2 ngn mama.. hahaha..~ so pk punya pk, aku rasa aku tolak dlu laa interview esk.. but i will call Thaj Travel to reconfirm back..  sorry En. Basheer.. ;)) 

Salam Aidiladha

Salam Aidiladha untuk smua followers n sape2 jelaa yg terbaca blog ni..
dis year raya kat s.alam.. for the 1st time raya kt cni.. but still happy coz dpt raya dgn si dia.. :) plus wany ada temankan aku kt cni.. tq so much to both of u.. love u so much.. 
wany.... aku akan sgt2 merindui kau lpas ni.. dgn sape aku nak bergurau, mengata, sakat, kalau bukan kau.. :( xtawlaa bila boleh jmpa ngn kau lgi.. sedihnyeee... tq sbb jaga aku selama ni.. aku syg kau sgt2.. :(( nangis lagi.. hadoiiiiiiiiiiii~ hate this!!!! tonite will be the last nite dpt spent time dgn kau.. tdur ngn kau.. mengata kau.. lpas ni mungkin kita dah buat haluan masing2 kan.. aku nk kau tau aku sgt syg kat kau.. kau kwn yg phm aku selama ni..


naa ni gambar raya td.. enjoyy~

Aidiladha~

YM Syed Shukran Sy. Muhammad Al-Idrus

finishing school.. yeayy

salam semua.. :)

Module Session

today was a very2 bad day for me.. need to wake up early.. n need to attend finishing school.. mmg best sgt..(dlm hati xpun actually) hehehe.. xpela since it was my last module kan.. lpas ni da xleh attend da benda2 cmni sbb after this no more student life.. so selagi ada program cmni better enjoy je laa.. happy ke, bosan ke, malas ke, its not the point.. hahaha.. ye2 je aku.. kekekeke~ but it was an awesome session which lots of info ive gained.. how to prepare ourself when interview, how to answer question, how to managed ourself in front of interviewer,what costume is suitable,what to bring when interview, etc.. its quite interesting since ive no experience on it.. so i take it as an opportunity to make myself better.. insyaAllah.. hope to find good job later.. :)

Lonely..

Lately ni sgt2 sedih.. xtahulaa knp.. nak tggalkan kwn2, nak tggalkan uitm.. nak tggalkan s.alam.. n nk tggalkan rumah ni.. 2tahun duk cni rasa mcm da rumah sdiri.. rumah nilaa tmpat ku berteduh dri hujan dan panas... syukur sbb dikurniakan housemate yg ok even aku xrapat sgt dgn diorang.. :)


Today activity..~


1. bngun pkul 1pm.. at first da bgun awl but then tgk wany tdo mcm best je.. aku pn ape lgi continue laa blik tdo.. fuhh best.. hahaha


2. siap2 g makan.. together with wany n her boyfie.. tq raffan coz blanja makan td.. :) kalau taw ambik lauk lebih skit td.. hahaha.. :D


3. siap makan, trus balik umah.. smpai umah mmg xde org la kan.. sorang2 lagi.. kak lyn pegi PD.. ermm xpelaa lgpun daa biasa sowang2..


4. smpai umah trus mandi n on9.. tgh2 on9 kt bwh ni.. tbe2......... dtglaa 2org laki bg salam.. cuak kot.. dalaa aku bukak pintu.. daa org bg salam aku pn jwblaa salam smbil mengintai kat grill pintu tu.. diorang pn tanya sape owner umah ni.. aku plak tbe2 hilang ingatan ckp ntahlaa.. xingat.. hahaha.. (dlm hati takut sbnarnya)hahaha.. then aku tanyalaa knape.. 'diorang pn bgtawlaa yg diorang nk sewa umah ni sem dpn..' cisss ingatkan ape laaa td... tp bukan ke owner umah aku da nak ambik umah ni.. means da xleh sewa.. hmm pape jelaa kak zai.. yg penting bil letrik umah ni kitorng mmg xbayar... hahahahaha...


5. n skarang ni on9 jelaaa keja aku.. smbil tggu MR.S smpai... xtawlaaa kul brape... 

GIRLSS~

OMG.. someday ill miss yu girlsss.. :( new life and new chpter begins after this.. but hopefully it will not be the last.. tq for always being here for me.. n tq jugak sbb layan smua kerenah2 yg kdg2 menyakitkan hati.. to wany, klyn n mimie.. tq for everything.. hope kta akan jumpa lgi lpas ni.. insyaAllah.. sayang korang smua..♥♥♥

Its been a while..

Assalamualaikum.. da lama sgt rasanya xupdate blog ni.. lately ni busy sgt.. now bru lepas dri segala seksaan dan penderitaan.. syukur alhamdulillah ya Allah.. akhirnya aku berjaya menamatkan pengajianku selama 5tahun di UiTM.. yaa rasa bngga jugak sbb aku smpai di tahap sekarang.. Alhamdulillah.. :) Hopefully i will pass all the subject n can be UiTM Alumni for the 2nd time.. 

Tapi dlm masa yg sama rasa sedih n sayu sgt nak tinggalkan UiTM, kwn2 susah n senang, lecturer2 yg sudi bagi tunjuk ajar.. It will be my precious moment in my life.. from 18 to 23 being students of UiTM, it teach me a lot.. so much experience ive got here.. tq UiTM.. UiTM dihatiku.. im proud to be ur Alumni.. :) forever ♥♥♥

And paling sedih sbb terpaksa berjauhan dgn org yg sgt aku sayang.. Syed Shukran Sy. Muhammad.. dear, u know how much i love u.. how much i need u in mylife.. how u treat me, how u smile, how u touch my hand, how u trying to make me smile, how u deliver ur jokes to me, how u taking care of me for almost 6years, how u trying not making me sad, how u want to see me happy, and how u look at me with full of love, i can see in ur eyes.. all these will be my best memories in my life.. would be the one that i will not forgot.. would be something that would be remembered always.. almost a nite u come here, going out with u, spent time with u.. I will miss all this.. seriously.. :'(( im crying now.. oh my.. im too missing and loving u sayang.. :'((

IF U READ THIS, I WANT U TO KNOW THAT I LOVE U SO MUCH.. nothing would change my love to u..