Monday, May 16, 2011

My big dayy.. ♥ ♥

14.05.2011... 
it was my big dayy ever in my lifee.. :)
not my wedding yet engagement.. but it was my Convocation Dayy..
Now i become a Degree Holder in Tourism Managament.. Bsc (Hons) in Tourism Management!
yess i proud to be myself now!! n I really2 did it..
Syukur alhamdulillah.. penat lelah selama 5tahun ni, dpt gak aku segulung ijazahh.. 
tq mama, tq papa, n tq sayang for everythingg.. these achivement is just for u guyss.. :))
U guys are my strength n my shoulder whenver i need it..


Special thankss to UiTM.. im very2 proud to be UiTM Alumni..
5years is just fly awayy.. time is not waiting us..
but deeply in my heart, UiTM is the best..
too many thingy ive learn, experienced!
one part that i will not forgot when we together in the hall singing the UiTM songss! 
its was the last session before we become an UiTM Alumni.. sumpah nak nangisss time tuuu!!!  :( sedeyyy gileeee babii!!!
OMG.. its remind me when im was 1st time register at UiTM..
we have been forced by SENIOR to sing this song veryy well.. 
the melody, tones n everythingg~
and now i missed to singing that song! teardropss now.. :'((
tq UITM. uitm dihatiku.. always and forever!!!..  ♥  ♥ 


naaa ni pic2 yg sempat aku ambik time convo hrituu.. too memorable!!


papa nak jdi speakerrrr kee haaa?? hahaha.. luv u paa!
tq sayang for cominggg... i love u alwayss!!
wany, aunty zie, sayang, me n papa! love u guyss!!
wit papa sayanggg! im ur daughterrr always n ever!!
aunty ziee.. costume changing! gives her chance to wear it that jubah! haha.. sporting gle laa!!
and me!!! :)) 
Nur Amalina Abd Aziz *

thatss all from me guyss! will update u very soon
gtg noww!
lovess huggss n kissess..
mwahhhxxxx..
  ♥   ♥   ♥


Sunday, May 08, 2011

08/05/11

Salam:)
Im back updating my blogg.. its been ages i never wrote on this box.. quite busy wit all those workkk.. *sigh*
Too many things to wrote, share n storyy.. 
Happy, sad, are all included in my life..
but lucky me bcoz im still having people that love me, care of me yet miss me i guess.. huhu


well, at this moment i would like to wish HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to my lovely mom..
KAMARIAH BT OTHMAN
bcoz of u im here..
bcoz of u im breathing untill now..
bcoz of u i can see n feel this beautiful world creation..
tq so much mama..
ayu rindu kt mama sgt2.. Tuhan je tau..
klau mama baca ni, ayu nak mama tau ayu ada mama je dalam dunia nii..
maa.. ayu tgh runsing skrg nii.. ayu xtau pilihan yg ayu buat ni btul or x..
ayu xtau apa yg ayu rasa skrg nii..
ayu xtau apa yg perlu ayu buatt.. klaulaa mama ada kt cni, ayu nak peluk mama dan nangis sepuasnyaa..


im too missing u right noww.. 
how i wish u read this mama..





Monday, March 28, 2011

feels empty~~~

Daaa lama xupdate blog rsnyaa~
tahlaa mcm xde mood lately nii..
kdg2 rs sedih, kdg2 rs happy, kdg2 xrs pape... :(
tp org kata life must go on ritee??
so sbg khalifah dimuka bumi ni, kita haruslah menjalankan tanggungjawab spt sedia kala..
betoll x?? hehehe..
so whatever pun rintangan dan cabaran, kita harus tabah menghadapinya..
insyaAllah akan dipermudahkan segalanya.. aminn.. :))

Monday, February 28, 2011

Aku terima takdirku.. :((

Sedih.. tu je perasaan yg kerap aku alami skrg..
Aku sdiri xtaw ape puncanye..
Aku xsebahagia dulu..
Kalau jumpa selalu bergaduh..
Ada je benda xkena..
Tu je aku dpat katakan dan luahkan apa perasaan aku skrg..
Makin aku dekat ngn dia makin byk kesedihan yg aku alami..
Makin byk masalah yg dtg..
Aku xtau knp perasaan aku jdi cmni.. :(
Selama 6tahun baru skrg aku rasa yg keadaan benar2 dah berubah..
Aku x sehappy dulu..
Aku xseriang dlu..
Aku makin xknal diri dia..
Mungkinkah ini petunjuk dariMu ya Allah supaya aku menjauhkan diri aku darinye??
Atau ini hanya ujian dariMu ya Allah??
Atau dia sudah ada pengganti diriku??
Aku tau aku xde apa2.. 
Aku sdar kekurangan aku..
Ya Allah, berilah aku petunjuk jalan mana yg harus ku pilih?
Mungkin perpisahan merupakan jalan yg terbaik buat diri aku, diri dia, dan org lain..
Supaya tiada lgi insan yg sedih kerana aku..
Aku terima seadanya apa yg Kau tentukan ya Allah..



Saturday, February 26, 2011

MISS THAT MOMENT~

Tbe2 rs rindu sgt saat mula2 dilamun cinta dulu..
Time tu rasa bahagia sgt2..
Xtau cmne nk express perasaan time tu..
Antara syndrome2 dilamun cinta dlu ialah jeng jeng jeng~ hehehe

1. asyik tgk hp 24jam
2. bila dpat msg, mesti akan senyum sorang2 sbb happy sgt
3. bila hp ringing, xnyempat2 nk angkat.. jatuh pun xksah daa.. asal dpt berckap ngn yg tersayang
4. bila 1st date mesti rasa gugup n berdebar yg amat sgt sbb xtau nk pkai bju apa, seluar apa, make up cmane..... :) yelaa tkut si dia xberkenan kan...
5. susah nk tdur sbb asyik fkirkan si dia.. n boleh senyum sorang2 laa
6. pastu secara automatik kita suka ambil tau hal dia, pergerakan dia, apa dia buat, sbb kita nk pastikan yg org kita pilih betul2 sesuai ngn kita
7. cemburu itu pasti.. kalau keluar ngn dia n tgk dia pgng phone mesti aku akan tanya msg ngn sape tuu??? JELES BEB! hahaha
8. cpat merajuk n terasa kalau tbe2 dia xambik peduli pasal perasaan kita sbb kalau boleh kta nk dia sentiasa ngn kita dan tau apa yg kita rasa
9. berubah citarasa.. kalau aku dulu aku mmg xsuka sayur tp bila ngn dia aku boleh makan sayur sbb ikut dia mkn.. hahaha.. so bila kita da sayang apa sj boleh berubah sekelip mata.. tp jgn smpai tergadai maruah diri yer!
10. RINDU yg pling last.. bila semua kriteria2 diatas ada, kita akan sentiasa rindu nk ulang perbuatan2 yg hmpir setiap hri kita buat ni.. sweetnyeeee~


Tp ni syndrome2 yg aku alami laa.. xde kaitan ngn sape2 k..
Tp aku rs smua org merasai syndrome2 yg lebih kurang sama ngn aku kan???
So kalau korang rasa korang ada syndrome2 kt atas ni, sahlaa korang da jatuh cinta kat psangan korang.. hehehehe

N now its almost 6years!
How time flies so fast..
How I wish I could turn back times n repeated all this..
Miss that moment so much..
For now Im just hoping that our relation will end up with a very2 happy moment
yes!! WEDDING..
InsyaAllah
Everybody want to get married.. 
Everybody want to have their own children..
So do I.. 
:))

Really2 hope that this mean moment will be coming up very soon..

Mood: Kegatalan.. hahaha!!!

Monday, February 21, 2011

NUR ARINA storyyy~~

Assalamualaikum smua.. :)


Semoga smua sihat sejahtera ekk..
Hrini xbusy sgt kt ofis.. so relax laa skit.. heee~
So aku gunakan masa yg ada ni untuk berblogging jap.. 
Boleh kann?? ;P
Emm aku just nk story psal kakak aku jew.. 
Her name is Nur Arina.. similar as my name rite?? hehee..
Cmni citenyeee.. kakak aku ni ada msalah ngn tmpat keja dia..
Bukan msalah apalaa, tmpat keja dia kt SETIU ok.. bapak jauh kan..
Mostly 100km she spent from house to work place n from work place to house.. EVERYDAY!!
And about RM300 she spent for her car fuel.. 
Could u imagine how suffer she is??? 
Gaji pun hbis cmtu jew..
630pagi da kuar umah pegi keja... 
3YEARS dia buat perkara yg sama..
KESIAN SGT2..!!


So bila discuss ngn mama n papa, kitorng sebulat suara mohon for pertukaran ke sek yg dkat sikit.. which in KUALA TERENGGANU
Actually pertukaran ni da beberapa tahun da buat but smua xdilayan sbb kakak aku bru keja sana..
Now da 3tahun!!! 
Mmg mama bersungguh2 laa mohon tukar untuk kakak aku kali nih!
Yelaa kesian kot.. 
Kakak aku hari2 nangis sbb tension ngn tmpat keja dia yg jauh tuu..
Ngn pekerja2 yg tah pape.. biasalah org2 belah sana mentality diorng pelik skit..
Bukan nak kutuk or ape.. but its reality..
So mama adalaa mintak tolong kwan dia.. mama ckap kwan dia knal laa dgn Timbalan Pengarah kat JPN tu..
Ok sdap hati skitlaa dgr yg tu.. tp tulaa sejauh mana org nak tlg kita xtaw kan??
atau hanya ckap kosong?? hmm..
Tup2 esok kakak aku p keja cm biasa.. tibe2 dtg org JPN kt sekolah kakak aku keja ni..
n he said " awak jgn hrap sgatlah awak dpat tukar sbb org lain yg 5tahun pun blum tentu dapat tukar" ....
Ape perasaan korang bila org ckap cmni?? sedih kan.. kakak aku xtanya apapun..
tbe2 je org tu bgtau cmtu.. 
Lgi sedihlaa kakak aku.. hmm..


Pastu aku ckaplaa kt mama apa kata kita mintak tolong S..
Sbb S kenal somebody.. n insyaAllah dia boleh tolong..
So mama stuju ngn idea aku sbb da xde jalan lain daa..
Actually mama xnak susahkan S.. aku taw tu..
Tp sbb da xde jalan lain..
N aku tau S mmg boleh tolong sbb dia knal rmai org..
So skrg surat dari pejabat YAB PERDANA MENTERI da ada kat tangan mama..
N satu lagi salinan dihntar trus ke YB HJ RAZALI DAUD iaitu PENGARAH PELAJARAN NEGERI TERENGGANU..
Syukur alhamdulillah..
Tq so much sayang sbb da tolong family ayu.. sgt2 menghargai.. :))
And aku hrp ngn surat ni, pertukaran kakak aku dapat dipercepatkan.. insyaAllah~
Amin..
Korang doakan2 gak k.. :))



Saturday, February 19, 2011

Spicy for lunch

Good Afternoon n Happy Weekend everybody..:)
Lets smile :)) n forgot all the sadness kayh..
Hrini xde yg best pun aku wat.. just holiday kt umah..
Skrg ni time cuti da rs mlas nk g memane sbb nk fill up masa tu kt umah jew..
Kerja sgt2 penat n xckup ms nk rehat.. 
Dahlaaa sbtu keja.. no life
Then sunday kejap jew dpt rehat..
Monday have to work again untill saturday.. Arghhh!!
Tp demi sesuap nasi aku terpaksa gakkk.. (sedey x ayat aku??) hahaha..


Hrini aku lunch Ayam Goreng Spicy MCD..




Sedap seyh~ hingga menjilat jari.. hee
Actually aku mengidam gle nk makan ayam goreng spicy ni..
2x aku g drive thru tp selalu xde.. 
Yg ada ayam goreng biasa.. mane best kalau x spicy.. sengal kan? kekeke
So td aku tekad gak nk mkn ayam goreng even perut ni rasa nk makan nasi..
Tup2 smpailaa kt MCD..
Rmai siot drive thru! 
Lpas order kt auto machine tu, punyalaa neves nk tggu pekerja mcd tu ckap ada ke x ayam spicy nih.. xnaklaa peristiwa smlm berulang lgi.. 
hahaha.. smpai cmtu skali.. 
Last2 ada.. fuhh lega.. 
Finally aku dpt makan gak Ayam Goreng yg mmg spicy gle ni..
Hahahaha...
Alhamdulillah, da kenyang~ 
Thanx MCD..
:))

Friday, February 18, 2011

Teach me plsss~

Alohaa..
Sape2 ley tolong ajarkan x wat blog header??
Susah bangat seyh.. or aku yg xreti?? hahaha..
Berkali2 aku try tp stil xley..
N mcm2 web aku msuk searching header ni.. tp same result ive got!
Lagi lawak adalaa..
Tensi dowh!
Xtawlaa nape tangan ni gatal nk mengrenovatekan blog yg makin suram ni..hahaha!!
Maybe aku suka benda2 cmni plus tgk blog org len sume cntik2.. 
Blog aku tah pape jew.. haha..
Konon nk bg cntik,makin buruk adalaa aku tgk!
Lantaklaa..lalalalala~

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Sukarnya menjadi seorang PEREMPUAN~

Emm lately sentiasa rs diri ini xdisayangi..rs diignore.. n mcm2 perasaan laa..
Perlu ke rs cmni???
Rasa nk marah n smua benda ada jew yg xkena..
Yg kecik pun aku suka besar2kan..
Pastu mulalaa gadow~ aishh.. 
Anak Puan Kamariah la ni..:P

Actually perasaan ni sebulan sekali je muncul.. kekeke~
Tp seriously mmg time2 cmni aku sgt2 emotional+stress!!!
Aduss nti klau da kawin n pregnant aku xtaw nk bygkan cmne time tuh!
Hopefully aku dpt control laa..
Hahahah!

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

STRESSSS!!! DEPRESSED!!!


depressed n tension sgt2 hrini...
smpai sri kembangan td aku trus wat perangaii.. smua benda dpn aku rs cm nk mrh jeww..
aku smpai sana dlm kul 12pm.. smpai je trus lunch dgn S.. 
okay smpai kdai mkn dia mcm ignore aku then bc paper..
mcm aku ni xwujud dpn dia..geram xyah ckap laa..pdhal aku ni dalaaa drive dri KL.. 
bukan nk ty aku ok ke x ke..
ok fine aku xksah kalau dia xnk ty.. atleast borak2 laa ngn aku dlu..
ni x, bc paper je.. pndang muka aku mmg xaar!!!
sakit je ati aku ni tgk muka dia yg cam xbersalah tuuuu!!!!!
TENSION GLE!!!!!!
selera aku nk mkn mmg hilang cmtu je.. yg lpar trus jdi xlapar.. 
minum air then trus bla! aku ckp kt dia aku nk blik KL blik..
what for aku duk ctu klau wat muka cmtu..
baik aku balik..
aku pecut keta mmg laju aa.. sakit ati sgt2 da nii..
dia col! suruh aku pegi ofis..aku ckap xnk!! nk blik kl gak!!!
then dia ugut klau nk balik kl gk,xyah call dia lgi..
hati aku yg mmg tgh pnas ni bertambah2 lagilaaa suhu kepanasan nih!!!
mmg smua pkataan kuar dri mulut aku ni.. 
sakit atiiiiiiiiiii gleee!!!! stresss!!!
aku pun patah balik ke ofis dia.. smpai ofis ada staff dia sorang..
aku lak klau ngah tension mmg jgn hrp laa aku nk senyum kt org..
lantaklaa nk ckap aku ape! ade aku ksah.. 
dlm ofis aku tbe2 blank n xtaw nk buat ape..
smua yg aku nk wat xkena..
EMOTIONAL TERLAMPAU!
aku nekad aku mmg xleh duk kt ofis tu lama2! nti smua org aku mrh..
teruk kan emotional aku..
aku tapau nasi siap2 then trus pecut balik KL..
nw da smpai umah bru rs lega..
n the best part ive received call from my bestie
~fazrina hazirah~
she's the only one can make me smile n lough rite now
thnx cygs...
feels more released now..
Alhamdulillah


Wednesday, February 09, 2011

Mengidammm seyhh~

Agak2 korang apa yg aku tgh idamkan skrg ni ekk??? cuba tekaaa...
Hehehe.. 
2,3harini xtawlaa knp asyik duk teringat kt mkanan ni jee..
Tp sengal kan.. da taw mengidam tp xgi beli.. bukan susah pun.. hehehe..
sj je nk tahan lgi 2,3hari.. lalalalala..
naaa ni dia mkanan yg aku tgh mengidam nii.. hahahaha.. tgklaaa~





haaa nilaaaa mkanan yg aku tgh idamkan skrg nii..CHOCOLATE INDULGENCE from SECRET RECIPE... nmpak sgt2 sedap kannn.. fuhhh..  anyone can buy it for me plsss??? hritu daa nk g beli ngn officemate but cmane ntah xjdi sbb da kenyang.. hahaha.. now sgt2 mengidam.. hahaha.. shedapnyeee~ by this week mmg kena beli coz da tahap parah ni.. kekekeke~

Monday, February 07, 2011

Working mode

Hello everybody...
da lama xupdate blog.. nk kata busy,busy la jgak.. hehe.. keja laa sgt kann.. haha.. maybe xrs nk bercerita kowt.. now bru rs nk share something even aku xsure ada org bc or x entry aku ni.. haha! aku just nk story psal keja aku skg je.. just wanna share wit u guys.. :)


Well almost 3weeks ive been working at Saudi Airlines.. :)
And it was a great experience ive had in my entire life since i hv no working experience bfore.. try to accept all positive n negative thinking..:))
It was my best oppurtunity even lots of new things ive to learn..
But its okay.. i will take as my 1st platform to learn more..
All the skills ive applied here when i was taking my degree in tourism management.. how to make reservation, how to issue the ticket, how to deal with customer on the phone, how to gives a good service to them, how to solve a problem regarding their flight.. n everything.. im happy with it even ive quite slow on hw to make reservation.. the system is sometimes was suck!! 
Its too early to learn many new things.. rite?? haha
plus keja2 admin.. keja admin no problem at all.. i can handle it.. :)
But yg xbest org arab sgt2 fussy! but its okay.. all of them are our customer.. how fussy they are, customer is always rite.. :)
Just gives a good service n gives what they want n request, it would be more better rite.. good explanation will makes they felt so calm.. (based on my experience) hehehe~




Tmorow bos nk jmpa.. xtawlaa dia nk ckp apa..
Hopefully everything was just fine..:)hehe..



Thursday, January 20, 2011

I MiSs HiM

Already 2.30am..
I still can't sleep..
Keep thinking of him..


I Miss Him..
Get well soon sayang..
I love u more than yu know..

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Tomorrow??

Tomorrow??
20.01.2011.. its my papa's birthday..
Happy Birthday Papa.. in advance.. hee..
Emm tmorow maybe celebrate kecik2 je kowt.. just a simple dinner..
Tpi boleh plak aku yg request nk mkn ikan bakar.. my favvy~ hee..
So tmorow nite maybe smua join.. mama, kak ina, anis, aunty zie, papa ( of coz ), n me.. :D mestilaa aku kena ada.. klau x, xmeriah dinner mlm tu.. heee~


Actually, dinner sok maybe dinner yg last sama2 ngn family..
Yelaa maybe on friday ill going to KL.. but not decide yet.. either friday or saturday..~
oh my.. feels like i wanna crying now..
Sedihh woooo.. huk2..
Klau dulu g blajar lain, ni pegi keja.. tah bila aku leh blik trg jmpa papa n mama lgi.. 
Hopefully everything will be good.. for me and family.. insyaAllah~


And to my bestie aka my angel of my life.. Fazrina Hazirah..
I will miss u.. faz kwan terbaik ayu dunia akhirat.. InsyaAllah~
Actually meh aku story skit psal dia.. heee..
Faz ni sbnarnya byk persamaan ngn aku.. dri segi rupa, tingkah laku, pertuturan, cara pemikiran, n everything laa.. tp for sure ayah n mak lain2.. heee
Thats y aku rs selesa n tenang bila jmpa dia.. nk2 time cite msalah kat dia.. mmg dia akn dgr n nasihat balik kt aku..
Pendek kata dia mmg best n baik.. plus cantik.. :)
(faz make sure hidung jgn kembang k?) haha..


Naa ni gambar dia.. tgklaa.. hee.. satu je ckuplaaa..~ xley byk2.. 


FazAyu























Activate back~

Hye..:) me come back.. after all, i think i cant afford my self to stop blogging..
feel like incomplete coz i like writing damn much even i knw its not even good at all..~ but nvm..


Well ive story to share with u guys~
its about WORKK... ~ yesss workingg..
to be frank, im not that ready to work and become a worker!! arghhh..
but i have to.. i cant just sit at home, look and wait what will happened next..
so whatever it is i have to work.. further study?? maybe not at this time.. 
many of my friends said that work is much more stress n pressure more than we thought.. 
is that true??
it makes me think twice to work.. am i ready to work?? am i ready to accept all the criticsm? am i ready with the new environment? new people? new friends?? am i strong enough??
nobody can answer my question rite.. only me knw the answer.. yes only me..


Hopefullt everything will going easy n smoothly this upcoming monday.. insyaAllah..
Nervous? absolutely true..
Excited? of course
Cant wait? yupp, especially for my 1st salary..
Ya Allah permudahkanlah segalanyaa.. insyaAllah..